I sit in the summerhouse.
The mosquitoes come.
I don’t bat them away.
I let them land.
I flinch as they stick their suckers into me.
I watch as their skinny bodies grow fat with my blood.
Satisfied, they unlatch and fly away, full and content.
The weal springs up on my skin.
Red hot and itchy.
A wound that is my fault but not my fault.
What do I say tomorrow, when I go to the doctor for a routine check-up, go for counselling when I was doing okay?